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play dead therapy - Don't tell anybody anything
If you do, you start to miss everybody

Date: 2015-04-11 04:24
Subject: play dead therapy
Security: Public
Location:work, the office
Mood:tired, contemplative
I kick closed the heavy door that leads into the rest of the building, I also shut the one that leads to the back. I want privacy, I want to lay down on the floor and stare at the ceiling with little to no thoughts in my mind. I don't take out my headphones though. the last song on the album that is playing is almost done anyways
I put my hood up to pillow the back of my head from the hardwood floor. I lie down as the song winds down. but a final refrain begins, I am staring at the ceiling trying not to contemplate my existence, and Ryan Adams croons "I'm not evil, I'm just scared" a couple times as the song fades out.
Now despite the fact I couldn't not think about this wording and apply it to my own life, I still lay there for about five minutes after the song ends hoping the silence will help me clear my mind. It doesn't
I get up and wonder what I'm gonna do now.
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